Friday, December 17, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
I found this story in someone's page and I just wanna share it with u people. Despite our different appearances, religions and status, we all need love. We indeed came from love. The truth is, love itself is always a good thing. We humans, are the ones who make it right or the other way round. Read this story, and lets pray altogether so that we meet our soulmate in a noble way. InsyaAllah.
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick. She said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too....' I thought to my self, and I cried.
Be brave & certain if u feel he/she is the one The Almighty has created to be ur other half. The rest, just leave it to Him. Allah knows best. :D
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
ber'camhore' smbil ber'lab'ing
ok mulut senget bajet cumel.sekian!
ini buku pembacaan hari ini 'a walk to remember' by nicholas sparks.
tgk kiri tp x tau la ader ape.busan nye pasal tgk kiri harap ader makanan yg bayk
ok tgk kanan lak sbb nk tgk data dah habes running ke blom.
tgk atas smbil mencebik.harap mimpi indah mlm td akan bersmbung mlm nie.
pas dah tgk keliling,ok mari sambung bce buku.
close up novel tuh..
ini la keje final project sy. SAYA BUTA IT.tp sy tgh mencuba.
AKU, ORANG LAIN, TABIAT AKU & KALI PERTAMA
ok penattt sgtt bru blik dari lab,hadoi demi mse depan ku turutkn jua.gigih n tabah ye kawan2 final year yg kne wat final project. aja aja fighting!!! nk update blog x tau nk tulis ape so kte jawab tag la dr cik datin kte. tag dia sgt panjang. so jgn busan bce ye,akan disingkatkn sesingkat yg mungkin.
tag nie cm sekolah rendah dulu2,ader buku biodata. mari mengenal aku. ok bit lame sbb b4 nie pon ader tag pasal diri knn,so mari tambah pengetahuan tentang aku,mari stalker2 sekalian. ok bajet femes disitu.hahaha
Nama penuh:
nor farhana mohamad
Tarikh Lahir:
04 03 1989
Umur:
21 tahun *malas nk kira siap bulan n detik,kte bundarkan jeh
Married:
B.E.L.O.M
Zodiak:
aku bulan ikan aka pisces
Saiz kaki:
random ikot jenama kasut.vincii size 5,nose size 5,cnverse size 4
Berat sekarang:
last timbang 52kg dan second last timbang 46.sila la congak sendirik tok tau bape gram yg naek.huh~
Tinggi:
tinggi x update bape sbb ramai ckp aku pendek so terima jeh,
Nama panggilan:
family pnggil ana,kawan-kawan pnggil pan.tp ader gak pggil sy far,dan cikgu mse darjah 6 pggil sy nor farhana mohamad.complete!
Sekolah rendah:
sekolah kebangsaan pengkalan rinting.
Sekolah menengah:
sekolah menengah kebangsaan sultan ismail jb.
Kolej/Universiti:
kolej matrikulasi johor dan universiti kebangsaan malaysia.
Benda terakhir kau buat:
bersihkan cage daud.
Keadaan bilik:
teratur+berserak sikit
Pernah couple berapa kali:
ntah la bape kali kapel,skandal pon x tau ader ke x
Ambik gambar kau sekarang & upload (dont edit):
eh skung ngah selesa,malas nk amek tdung.ngeeee..nie jeh yg mampu
Nama awek/pakwe first kau:
perlu ke nk tau,kang ader antara stalker sentap kang aku sebut nme balak dia.kalo nk tau try la bkk old post.bukan bajet diva tp malas nk kenang benda lalu
Nama awek/pakwe kau sekarang:
no one!single mingle..bukan promote tp itu kenyataan.
Nama orang yang paling kau rindu sekarang:
sebenarnya sgt sgt rindu ngan ibu.ok nk nanges sekejap.
Nama orang terakhir pernah kau kecewakan:
aku x sure sape,sape2 ader terkecewa sila msg kat no mxs ye..nk minntak maaf.ini seis!
Nama orang yang paling kau benci:
aku x nk benci org,aku nk bese2 jeh ngan org.aku x layak pon nk benci org.so mari jgn benci org,meh kte syg antara 1 sme laen k.
Nama binatang peliharaan kau:
Pernah korek hidung:
mesti la PERNAH.halah tipu sgt kalo kte x pnah knn.
Pernah baca mesej pastu senyum/gelak sorang2:
hahha..ofkus la..nk2 dr msg org yg kte tggu2..sila la msg aku skung,knfirm aku senyum..
Pernah gayut sampai tertido:
pernah.sbb mse tuh sgt tkot n x leh tdo selepas dikecewakan.ops..sori uolss terkeluar pulak.
Pernah kentut kat khalayak ramai:
hahahha..kalo kentut dlm air n kolam penuh org kre depan org ramai x??sbb kalo kentut dlm air sgt feveret!
Pernah tidur dalam kelas:
x pernah,nie antara benda yg aku usaha tp x penah jd.ini bkn hipokrit.even ngantuk cm mn pon,ttp x leh tdo.
Pernah pukul orang:
pernah.aku x sure kalo aku ader pukul kawan2,tp kalo anak sedara selalu.hahha.kalo ader aku terpukul,meh msg ag,aku nk mintak maaf.ini pon seis!
Pernah tidur lebih dari 24 jam:
pernah.mampu jeh,tdo ag penting dr makan,dan solat ag penting dr tido.
Pernah nangis depan awek/pakwe:
mesti la pernah.nanges tersedu sedan mse mintak break tp sbenarnye tkot hilang dia tp hilang jgk.ok padan muka.mari cf bf laen..hahah
Pernah kena birthday prank:
birthday prank x pnah kot,sbb waktu besday mmg akan tdo awal tok mengelak bnde bukan2 jd.
Kena marah:
seingat kne marah ngan abah sbb x nk sarapan kalo g sekolah.ari2 kne marah smpai la darjah 6.naek jeh secondary school abah x de dah marah2 suh sarapan.
Duduk jauh dari family:
mse dapat matrix bru pertama kali nk kne duduk asrama.dah bese semua ibu buat kn,duk asrama semua keje ibu kne buat sendirik.
Tengok wayang:
mse secondary school x igt bila tp tgk sembilu vince berlakon.x cabut dr sekolah,abah yg hantar g tmpat wayang ngan kawan2.hahah
Ponteng kelas:
ponteng kelas est.sbb cikgu dia busan giler,cikgu msuk pintu depan aku ngan kwan2 keluar pintu belakang pastu lepak surau tdo.
Jatuh cinta:
jatuh cinta sbb terpaku tgk dia dan perangai mse kat bus.rse cumel.tp pas clash arghh dia mn ader cumel..bese jeh.buta ke aku mse tu??ok cinta tu aku pggil cinta separah beruk.
Kena reject:
reject??saket.tp kne reject cinta blom kot tp kalo kne reject sbb x pandai ader la..sedih serta down.
Accident:
pas 3 bulan dapat P kete,langgar bontot van gne bontot kete sendirik mse nk dekat buka puasa dekat perling.ok cte dia sedih.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
bila hati.................
hati beku tanpa rasa
hati rasa apa?
pintu hati sudah tutup berkunci
kuncinye tercicir di mana?
ada siapa-siapa nampak mana kunci hati saya?
mata meniti setiap sudut dan ruang
kaki terus melangkah mengikut rentak
akal giat memutar fakta dan mengurai rasa hati
tapi hati rasa apa?
ada apa dalam hati?
hati diam,keras dan kering
ramai sudah mengetuk
tetapi tiada yg ikhlas
bila hati akan terbuka untuk menerima?
tapi siapa yang ada kuncinya??
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